fights

well, hello people of the interwebs

today, i think i'll talk about fights are just how crappy they are.

i got into a fight with my best friend yesterday, over pretty much nothing.

i have to explain to you... i swear ALOT... i do it unconciously and my friend pointed this out to me, so now i try not to, i really do but i'm not doing so well..

anywayz, i was talking to her on msn when she said that her and a few other friends had decided to stay over my house this weekend (which wasnt allowed, btw) but before i could tell her that, she left. so i called her a bitch (which i never mean and she knows that) i even put a smiley after it so she knew i was joking. about 10 minutes later she comes back on line and says she doesnt like being called a bitch. fair enough. so i told her it was a joke and i was sorry. BUT, then she starting lecturing me about swearing, so again i apologised. then she said that i'd changed and she didnt like who i was anymore and left...

=.=

she wasnt nice about it either. and you could almost feel the insult oozing of every word. she'd written it all gramaticly correct and with big words, like she was trying to make me look bad or trying to make herself seem better then me...

so, now i'm not going to talk to her. not until she explains to me what she means by 'changed'

god, teenage girls are bitchy.....


on top of all of this, she knows my biggest fear is losing her, or any of my friends for that matter... i think i have some kind of attachment issue or something... i'm a bit clingy...

anywayz

im going to go, just writing this makes me feel like crying...

Ciao
Amie
xx